not my day

yesterday was pretty awful for me.
i got into quite a number of close shaves - near accidents.
near is the key word.
as most of u mite alr know, i've been in a car accident b4 so ya i was pretty freaked dis time. esp whn it happens consecutively on the same day.
after a couple of times i thot to myself oh well its nthg.. jus busy roads wif ass drivers.
but yesterday was like no other.
it was numerous times. so odd.
too odd to jus simply ignore.
being me, i naturally thot more of it. thot tt it cud be a sign to smthg greater tt may happen.
i duno. shrugs.

i was shocked. the whole of last evening.

jus needed someone to understand wad i was going thru.
things dun always happen or turn out the way u wish it to.

whn hurtful words are spoken, saying sorry jus doesnt make it all go away in an instant.
its not jus simply abt forgiving and forgetting.
it was an emotional day yesterday.